Webtech Advise

Webdesign is not one of my strong suits, I find it hard to get started.I can't tell you how many times I have started and stopped.I wanted to write a program or at least the shell of one on my own without the help of another which I have done but when it comes to the technical parts all I could say is DAHHH!!!! I know what I want and how I want the webdesign to go but the how to keeps escaping me.On the various sites they have the step by step instructions for webdesign.Giving you everything that you need but I can't seem to get the hang of it.`Right now I feel so foolish for ever thinking that I could take on something like this alone.My husband says that I am being too hard on myself.That the idea alone that I would take on something that is completely new to me says a lot about me as a person and that's why he married me.

I decided to do one more thing and that was to join this social network site that I came across in my attempts to get some ideas about webdesign. The template was already set, all you need do is fill in the blanks so to speak.I just needed to stop being afraid of words.I read a book by William Gibson who used the term cyberspace in a book of his, he said that cyberspace is a consensual hallucination experienced daily by billions of people at school at work or in their homes.I guess in all reality I am doing it now.Putting something out into space by way of the Internet.Why should I feel pressed to design a page by myself,I mean there are all of these tools out there for us to use and I am letting my pride get in the way.How foolish of me "BY GEORGE I THINK I'VE GOT IT". My problem is solved, I was spending so much time being afraid that I couldn't see the forest for the trees.This thing is going to be so easy and I really don't care if my husband or anyone else helps me right now.No one is trying to take credit from me, in order to do that they would need my ideas of which I have only shared with my husband.Today will be the first relaxing night that I have had in days,worrying about nothing.